Mediocre Love

Does this word mean anything to us...anyone of us?? Obviously it does....we feel we are so mediocre compared to others. The things we wish for in life is so mediocre....

See...we normally don't use this in our conversation, so why use it in our lives? Why do we run behind things that are so ordinary....

In the race and chase for the mediocre things, we forget to experience the essence of life and hence very clearly think that all that we can get in our lives is mediocrity. To such a category we also start adding emotion, expressions, craziness, etc...

Why do people add LOVE to such a category? Are we fine to find mediocre love? Are we fine to live with it or leave with it? Unless LOVE is crazy, mind boggling, extensively passionate, utmost idiotic.......why do we look for it? Without these, its like you are looking for a life without the soul...

In this busy life, is it possible to find such love or should we just add love to the list of mediocre things we want in life? OMG!! why do i get such questions always?......food for thought, the second question for me and the first one for you......think about it......live life now, than to plan for it tomorrow :)

Which way??

All of them are doing their MBA....should i also do it? Everyone is buying a house....should i also?

Questions popping up very often in my mind. What am i supposed to do? I feel that am very contemporary and I have a different life to be lived (btw which am yet to discover), but is this what i should be doing?

My parents are worried that society may jump on me if I am not in line with the crowd, acquaintances feel that I have to become something in life and these "in" things could be a better bet, only breathe of fresh air - close friends, who say whatever u wanna become u become, we are there....

But at the end of the day, what do i wanna become? How will I know? How will i discover? Is there any mantra that i say n i get to know.....or any baba....or any jadibooti??

God, i know this sounds crazy. Many know what they want in life when they are pretty young, some know when they are just growing.....but what abt ppl like me, who keep doing a lot of things to just know which way am i supposed to go?

Lord - Help this poor soul....paavam me ;)