Life seems so unpredictable....i am just getting lost in all the wired wierd things of life. Not sure whom to approach for help.....or not sure if i really need help
Questions pondering and killing me - what do i want from life? how will i know what i want? if i know what i want, is that all i have to know? what is the purpose of my living? why am i destined to live, what for? who will help me find answers to these questions?
I know after reading these lines, u can think that am insane, but i know that am crazy but not stupid.....
Every corner life gives me hopes, tells me that there are gonna be twists and turns.....n then, makes me feel that all again i need to welcome the new beginning with flashes..........but mercilessly life itself ends it all in ashes......all in vain
In-spite of all this, i feel that He chose me because He felt that i was stronger than His other kids, can take more pain & disappointment. I will take them as I know that am not a survivor, but a champion.....i know that i accept the pain & disappointments that He gives me, but now am tired....I need to take rest. I want to be taken care of.............
But now all of a sudden when i ask for something He feels that am asking for more and never even looks at my side......In today's world Lord has also become selfish.
He took away everything that I had, every bit of it, and now refuses to even hear to me, when am asking Him to return me at least a bit.
Bad......very bad.......this journey, alone, is gonna be painful......hope i can still stand up and take it
