Crazy Days!!

Oh man!! I just fight with my bed every day (mostly weekdays) to just get out of its arms. I mean yeah its cozy, warm, caring, supporting and importantly know how important my morning sleep is for me……..but, what to do, we are corporate slaves and surely beds can’t be our friends L

My phone is another one on the list…..alarm goes off in its bloody loud noise at 0545hrs, then 0600hrs, then 0615hrs and so on……at last wins at 0630hrs!!

Sometimes I wonder, have I ever won? Schools took away our childhood, then college and now jobs!! Is there any time in life where I can run around, jump into the air, watch late night movies, care a damn about the alarm and just live my life………sometime I wonder, if life was just so simple…

Anyways!! Succumbed to the alarm, here I go….to start my day with a crazy note

What do we miss......

When was the last time you looked at the sunrise, felt the breeze with you arms wide open, just sat doing nothing but looking at a tree shedding leaves. People miss a lot, and sometimes big time, but is it all worth it? Someone ones told me "mujhe pata hi nahi chala ki kab meri beti badi hogayi" (i did not know when did my daughter grew up).

We all are a part of that rat race which will lead us to a luxury life, cars, branded clothes, high funda life, but in all this......do we even realize what do we miss? Do we also realize that all that we are running behind to earn, we leave it back in the world when we go (i know its just too philosophical).

We all live in the competitive world. Even if you are a person who don't want to be a part of this horrendous, ambitious, showoff world......without your knowledge you just become a part of that world.......

There are people around who wear pretty dresses and you don't want to look like a rag picker.....you dress presentable, a car, a job, a house, few pieces of jewelry, some investments, latest gadgets......man!! the list just goes on.....

I just wonder if a mother will hate her children if they don't have these? I met someone a few days ago who bought a BMW and was so proud to take his mother around. She sat in the car, put her head towards one side and seemed sad. I slowly tried to figure out as to why she is sad......she just told me that i love looking outside when i travel, this car seats are so low i cant see anything. Small things in like huh!!

I have no solution to this as everyone has priorities in life. That priority decides if you are part of the rat race or not. Life gives everyone a fair chance. Make use of it.

Humans are wierd.......its so difficult to talk to each other

Humans are better than animals, as we can talk and think......but sometimes I feel that these qualities that we are blessed with, are also a curse!!

It's so difficult for people to communicate with each other. Why don't we understand that every person is made of so many emotions and they are to be expressed. It's to be shown and that's why they are there. You are not abnormal if u have emotions for christ sake!! You are as normal as you can be, but our egos just don't let it show in front of others.

Is the bloody ego more than a relationship, a friend, parents, people who care for us?? Why don't we understand that our egos will eat us up?? What happens when you say sorry?? What happens when you forgive?? What happens when you cry?? What happens when you jump on a table on shout??

I am sure that u will never die and till someone is alive, world is a very big place :)

I have no clue why someone keeps all emotions mounted up and crazily suffer?? Why can't you show the emotion and vent out and clean yourself??

A thought that I never get an answer - bloody ego, why are u a part of us??

Mediocre Love

Does this word mean anything to us...anyone of us?? Obviously it does....we feel we are so mediocre compared to others. The things we wish for in life is so mediocre....

See...we normally don't use this in our conversation, so why use it in our lives? Why do we run behind things that are so ordinary....

In the race and chase for the mediocre things, we forget to experience the essence of life and hence very clearly think that all that we can get in our lives is mediocrity. To such a category we also start adding emotion, expressions, craziness, etc...

Why do people add LOVE to such a category? Are we fine to find mediocre love? Are we fine to live with it or leave with it? Unless LOVE is crazy, mind boggling, extensively passionate, utmost idiotic.......why do we look for it? Without these, its like you are looking for a life without the soul...

In this busy life, is it possible to find such love or should we just add love to the list of mediocre things we want in life? OMG!! why do i get such questions always?......food for thought, the second question for me and the first one for you......think about it......live life now, than to plan for it tomorrow :)

Which way??

All of them are doing their MBA....should i also do it? Everyone is buying a house....should i also?

Questions popping up very often in my mind. What am i supposed to do? I feel that am very contemporary and I have a different life to be lived (btw which am yet to discover), but is this what i should be doing?

My parents are worried that society may jump on me if I am not in line with the crowd, acquaintances feel that I have to become something in life and these "in" things could be a better bet, only breathe of fresh air - close friends, who say whatever u wanna become u become, we are there....

But at the end of the day, what do i wanna become? How will I know? How will i discover? Is there any mantra that i say n i get to know.....or any baba....or any jadibooti??

God, i know this sounds crazy. Many know what they want in life when they are pretty young, some know when they are just growing.....but what abt ppl like me, who keep doing a lot of things to just know which way am i supposed to go?

Lord - Help this poor soul....paavam me ;)

wth...don't you talk??

Is it so difficult to just take away the egos....n just say what ever you feel like?

Is it so difficult to compliment/ shout at someone?

Is it so difficult to even say what you feel like?

Are we all born with the talent of having the view and understanding what the other person thinks, wants, feels??

I have always felt that any issue can be solved by talking. If someone is angry, just shout, show your anger......once that's done, when you cool off......its feels good. Then thoughts flow freely, feels revitalizing.....gives an opportunity to think better.....is it so difficult!!

I wish, always wished, that I can talk to people without manipulating my thoughts.....i have tried, am trying....with the hope to succeed one day....have u even given it a thought?

Differences....

Was reading abt relationships......somehow looking back, makes me say that similarity has no shit to do in a relationship.....its all the "differences" that matter.....isn't it??

Both liking the same thing is nothing great and so is the hating part, but when it comes to one liking something and the other hating it, the game.......then starts the play.....

Inspite of the differences, how can 2 people live together? How can they give up their likings/hatred for the sake of the other and still be content.......Loving parents/ siblings, and living for them, nothing great abt it as you are bloodily related ;)

But to love, live, adjust, sacrifice, fight, hate,shout, etc.....at a person, you are not related to, but bonded to.....isn't it kind of questions that relativity?? How can you do this to that one person?? Why is that person so important? If that person is so important to you, does he/she reciprocate?? Does the presence of that person, change ur life? Why does the denial/ hatred of that person towards you, kill you??

At times, I just think......is it all?? And I have always ended up thinking without even getting close to the answer.....

Should we give importance to the differences to make a relationship work?? Or would you still say, that similarities does all the work??